some notes on becoming your disease

Sit and watch.
Stand and watch.
Create change.
Be creative.
Reach out and take control of what you watch.

It's a new show.
Sit and watch.
Seems familiar.
Have we seen this already?
Has this been watched?

I'm HUNGRY.

Turn away.
What is this?
Bloody hands. Aching back. Sneezing dripping face.
Back to the grind.
Back to work.
Breathe.
Sit.
Watch.
Until now it seemed unreal.
Until now it seemed like that hyperactive little box was the enemy.
That warm familiar glow.
Too much like life.
The question becomes moot.
The end result is the same.
Stop the parade with...
An episode of sleep.
Sleep is the same.
Awake is the same.

It's time to EAT now.

Tiles in the kitchen counter are hazy.
Standing in front of the refridgerator.
Hypnotized momentarily by the rectangular glow.
What have we here?
Is it tasty?
Is it healthy?
Is it hot?
Better cold?

What was that?
There are more on the wall.
Mini blinds VS. sunlight.
It's a draw.

Back to the grind.
Back to life.
Time to wake up.
Sit back.
Reach out.
Make a change.

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