I fired myself today.

I do bookkeeping and lame officework for a landscape construction company. I got the job because the company is run by some friends of mine that I have known since high school.

For the last couple of months, I haven't been very productive. The only time I actually did any work was when someone was around to remind me that I'm supposed to be doing stuff. I would feel kind of bad about it, but not that bad because I was pretty much on auto-pilot the whole time anyway. Hypnotized by this screen I'm staring at.

So like I said, I've not been very involved here at the office, and it has started catching up to me. I forgot to pay the rent this month. I forgot to make two truck payments on the same truck. There's all sorts of other shit, but these were the things that made me say "I think I need to quit."

My boss/buddy wasn't exactly surprised. He didn't say it with his mouth, but his face said "Yeah, you should quit."

So I'm not cut out for office work. Big fucking surprise, yeah?