I cannot walk away.

I want to tell you these things but we don't deserve it.

You are my baby blanket to wrap around and sleep.

Now is not the time for sleeping.

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I trust that your lies will be short-lived. I should be angry, and I am, but it is quite hard to be angry at a computer monitor. The only thing you can do with a computer monitor is talk things out or masturbate, and right now that seems foolish. I should be depressed. Many good reasons for that recently, and a new one added this morning via email. And yet I go on with an eternal shrug; a smile, even. Jim Morrison said to embrace one's depression and learn from it. I do not imagine myself to be able to learn anything of such great weight. I trust you to love me, and for that I cut your heart out.

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